Wow. Well this isn't easy.
Hello, internet. One of you in particular.
Today I have to tell you- Oh, deviation title, you ruined it!
I don't think I just like girls, honestly. But I'm not exactly in the middle either. I can't even be sure what end of the spectrum I'm closer to, probably the one I'd much rather not be, but why does it really matter?
It isn't a phase. But I sure wish it was. It's something that's been here a long, long time, longer than I was even conciously aware of.
It doesn't mean that I hit on every girl I see or on my friends or anything like that. It doesn't mean that I'm gonna start going by the stereotype. It doesn't mean anything about me has changed, because it hasn't.
This is certainly not what I would choose if I could, know that. There's a lot I would do to change it, but nothing I can do. Like me, you just have to take it or leave it.
"I like girls the way I'm supposed to feel about boys. It's something that's always been inside of me and I really want to sh